The Lord has put alot of things on my mind...and I am honestly confused. I am have doubtful feelings about my relationships. With almost everyone. Accpecially my family. My dad wants me to look into going to Alaska University to go to college, and I want to go back to Oklahoma for college. I told Clint about this and he pleaded with me not go to AU, he wants me to stay close, and I think we need time apart. Of course we've both been working lately and  not had alot of time together, but still time apart is necessary for us to take a breath and focus on what the Lord wants without stress, and so on....

I have also recendled a friendship with my ex  boyfriend Jason. We've come so far since we broke up after a hard relationship too. We've settled all the water under our broke bridge, and are friends again....have been for a long while now. We love eachother as friends, and have been something like prayer partners....we've really connected again. Thats just so cool..